Hi Ben and Denise,
Following are my
reflections on this year's Badwater race. Each year that I've done this
race, something has happened that has touched me in some memorable way. This
year I felt compelled to pass these thoughts on to you and the other
participants if you like. I call it:
A Badwater (Love) Story...
During
the post race ceremonies, Errol Jones was gracious enough to call on me to say a
few words about the race. Since it was on the spur of the moment. I hadn't had
time to reflect and say what I thought. Like how I learned where Errol got the
nickname "Rocket." I knew Errol from the 1996 Badwater race as well as other
races and his many ultrarunning accomplishments. The saga begins at sun up on
the second day coming down from Towne=s
Pass (59 miles) a couple of miles from the midway point in the race, 67 miles,
near the Panamint Valley floor (67 miles). Earlier that night, Errol's crew had
stopped by me and asked if I had seen him so I knew he was in the vicinity. Just
then, I turned around and he came running up behind me. He opened the
conversation by saying that he was having a bad day. He was somewhat incoherent
and that, in my best calculations, was it possible to finish the race in under
48 hours since we would be at the half way point in over 24 hours. He knew that
he could finish the race in the allotted time but was concerned that he would be
subjecting himself to needless suffering if he didn't make the 48 hours. Well, I
said I've had a bad day, also, but that we would probably have to get to Owens
Valley (100 miles) to get a better idea. That comment met with a moment of
silence. At that point, we changed the subject and continued on. Nearing the
half way point, I_ran over to my support vehicle and took a drink of something
awful, turned around, and Errol was gone ... like a
>rocket.=
I looked down the road and saw a tiny figure off in the distance. Then, one of
Errol's crew ran up next to me and we chatted momentarily. Then, he said, I got
to go and catch that guy and stop him or he'll kill himself. With that, he took
off and as far as I could see, Errol outpaced him and beat him to Panamint
Springs Resort (72 miles). I stopped briefly at Panamint where Errol had decided
to take a break. Then continued on thinking and hoping that Errol would be
catching up with me. At the Darwin turn off (90 miles), I looked back over my
shoulder and didn't see him ... nor a sign of his support vehicle. At the start
of Owens Valley (100 miles), where we were to recalculate our pace, I looked
over my shoulder one more time, this time with a tear in my eye thinking,
knowing that the Demons must have gotten him. If they didn't, he surely would be
hear by now. My thoughts changed abruptly when a vehicle stopped in front of me
and out jumped Denise Jones. She came running over to me saying "you devil you
... I knew I would see you running again," and at that, gave me a big hug of
encouragement. With that, I told my son who was crewing at the time, "throw away
the Tylenol ... I won't need it anymore ... the end is in sight." On the way
down from the finish line, there was Errol on his way up. I immediately stopped
and offered what words of encouragement I could. It was a time of real joy, like
seeing someone come back to life. I really knew deep down that he would never
quit. My congratulations to all who participated in the race.
A very special
congratulation goes out to Erika Gerhardt. I had the pleasure of getting
acquainted with her this past spring when Denise put her in touch with me because we live "next door" to each other ... like Wisconsin and Minnesota and I
might be able to offer her some tips on hot weather training in a cold climate.
We also had an opportunity to do a 50‑mile and a 100‑mile trail-race together. In the
months that followed, we spent much time e‑mailing and brainstorming the
Badwater race. I was very saddened the second night of the race when she stepped
out of her vehicle and said that she was no longer in the race. The energy she
gave me then surely helped me make it to the finish (135 miles). The following
day, I learned from Denise that she had encouraged Erika to go back
out and finish the race. It was her attitude that the race is "not
over until it's over"
that kept her going. After the post‑race meeting, I went out and joined her on
the course for about five miles. She had plenty of support and seemed to be
having a grand old time. Early the next morning, I met her again briefly in Lone
Pine, but had to leave not knowing the outcome. Later, I found
out that, with the support of Lisa Smith's crew, she had made a photo finish ...
which I knew she would.
And thanks to Ben and
Denise for making the race human.
Mick Justin
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